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mt​.​Moriah - 2012

by Anxiety

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1.
custom 02:35
custom made for you suddenly i'm everything you wanted me to be but it's such a shame you'll never see this part of me said i was a boy while with you didn't care for consequences theory i thought that we could fly high past the sky so i'll admit that I took you for granted and it's the first time that i can say it but where was the turn you took to save yourself from our free fall up ahead i felt so strong felt we belong i fell so wrong but now to me again, i'm alright heading towed toward the light wish you could see me now and breath i'm always a step behind you taught me a lot i now know more than i could see if i could touch you now you'd feel the man you'd never never never felt before one day i'll know how to make you forgive me i'll know how to make you forgive me such a shame you can't be here to feel this part of me
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waves 02:55
3.
passing 02:36
passing cloud i've been wanting way too much wanting to touch but i had everything i need oh, my fucking greed been waiting far too long slowing us down but you're all i want is the heaviest cloud in the sky sometimes it rains in my heart, oh girl you have become a passing cloud i'll be doing time for this as a prisoner of freedom in the orchards all by myself nearly freezing to death you're all i want, baby you're all i need hold you all i want i'm so sorry baby, i'm so sorry i hurt you so bad i'm so sorry i don't deserve to live and now it rains in my heart, oh girl i have become a hollow ground
4.
love 04:15
love happiness you're my he'll when you're here i ain't well you give me love and speaking of a truth you say i never knew but i wish a could believe you when you say i'll never leave you one day i'm wakin up it's all the same yeah nothing's up and then you come and dress me into your love i wish i could believe you when you say i'll never leave you see the light upon their faces when i bring it down like thunder and the lying never stops so it's true what they say one must suffer everyday but not too hard and not too cool and not too many rules i wish i could believe you when you say i'll never leave you still the love upon their faces running down like water through the avenue i'm running down to you
5.
ruin 05:36
ruin everything always i ruined everything again i ruined everything again i ruin everything always and it felt like things were going all right as your first wall fell our bond was getting tight and you listened to me workin' my charm girl, inside your eyes you needed me to come and lift you safely from yourself coz life is constantly going to hell i ruined everything again i ruined everything again i ruin everything always and it felt like things were going too fast and when you had to go i knew was the last time we ever met how am i supposed to go on with life and i must propose in your lost in space friend i'll confide i want your highness by my side but i ruined everything again i ruined everything again i ruin everything always
6.
sleep 03:46
sleep alone i love life when you ain't hangin on to me i love you when all you have ain't me i want you when you want other things i hear you when you’ve got songs to sing just give me a reason to wanna stay at my shows you never showed up jealousy you let her eat you up you give me a reason for crying all the time you're insane i understand for the most part i'll let you stay i love life when you're hangin on to me i love you when all you have is me give me a reason to wanna stay you're insane i understand for the most part i'll let you stay until you bleed with me and want to drink this crazy life with me and give me no reason for crying all the time and i don’t wanna have to sleep alone no i don’t mind i’ll have to sleep alone
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ancient 03:12
ancient form of theater don't come aknockin on my door you know i can't resist you been treated like a dog by you before at your feet i was the most i could amount to for sure don't call up asking for my time you know i'd stop the world from turning to be on your side only for you to get your fill and leave me to die so i'm movin on i'm amovin on said i'm movin on if you let me get through don't suddenly become ready to give another chance don't walk me through a metaphor or someone else's glance to fence a better romance don't kick me coz you're over bored your view's the weather in my world i'm silent i cannot be heard i'm spineless, mindless kindness to your highness at word so i'm movin in i'm movin in i'll be movin in if you let me get through movin up yeah I'm movin in I'll be movin on movin on
8.
apathy 04:03
apathy nothing is wrong i'm all alone singing that same song that many have done looking for revelations life is a view a story within you written by wind and sand i'll never be one thing i'm not or something for which you fought my world is mine rubbery spine we're all alone inside apathy come to me pull me through the day flow like a breeze dance like them trees throw all them memories away in a box put it away and it locks there's always a way to cut what you need there's always a time to bleed instead life is a view a story without you written by leaves and rain we are a flaw flaws are the truth truth is at most a phase apathy come to me pull me through the day cover me whisper the secret to keep me unharmed fade me in to the crowd
9.
knew 02:17
i knew so you look so good still i looked at you this morning and i knew that i was leaving so you cook so well still i fed your cat this morning i knew that i was leaving so you paint a picture of spring but the dark clouds paint your ceiling and i knew it’s time to be a-leaving so i never thought i could heal still i packed my bags this morning and i knew that i was leaving yeah, i know
10.
everything 03:04
everything is everything watchin’ you killing yourself slowly thinking that i was doing you good believing you could come to your senses before all hell breaks loose give me your sorrow i could mend it promised that we'd be fine had i known you couldn't stand it realize i should have been more demanding once every few days you'd wake up happy crystal clear minded thoughts will come to claim you from me you're so much stronger than i could ever be what kind of sadness comes in handy seems like i'd rather be alone thrown as a stone in your garden stripped of all worries not feeling sorry anymore everything everything is everything at all all the time time is here as if it wasn't here at all
11.
belong 04:02
i belong if you're gonna fuck someone then wait till i'm gone i'm heading out today you could've kept it all to yourself could've told me what i needed to hear i would've been so happy a lie is not a lie until it meets another eye so i don't mind it beats being sad it proves i've been wrong about how everybody leaves and i, i belong if you wanna find me here don't wait till I'm gone you better run a lie is not a lie until it meets another eye so i don't mind
12.
happiest 03:01
happiest song ever written i'm gonna die, maybe tonight so i will tell you how much i love you i'm in pain, i'm tired and broken and ever unmixable to the sunny day, but i'm in the shade to the magical night i spend asleep to the desert sand from my rainy heart inspiration ends on my guitar's start my body's young so i over work so i might be dead, maybe tonight at least now you know how much i love you it's the happiest song that i've ever written at least now you know
13.
nothing 02:21
nothing to do with love or you or me he don't even remember the color of her eyes just made him up a story to feel sorry for himself and the story goes like this says he needs her by his side he was sentenced to loneliness wonder if he could die but it's got nothing to do with her (now that's a lie) he's a hidden beaten dog never lets you in she would always feel lonely when she was with him it's got nothin to do with love it never had born to lust after over achievers perfect souls that deny his notion of self approval and affirmation he's just obsessed with himself it's no one else born to lust after over achievers perfect souls that deny his notion of self approval affirmation he's just obsessed with himself it's no one else i just want you to think i'm over you but i know how you feel i could never really be it's got nothin to do with you or me
14.
january 2, 2011 when you turned your back on me you never turned back my soul shattered on the white wall all of my life melted like ice all your promises glided from my eyes it's the year of falling apart since the night you've been gone you've been so strong and i break down and wish i meant the world to you

about

this album was written. recorded and published in the name of love and in dedication to Moriah, my ex girlfriend.
i hope this music touches you.
most sincerely and thank you for listening,
gilbert hamilton
contact me: artofanxiety@gmail.com

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released September 5, 2012

gilbert hamilton - words, music, drums, bass, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, grand piano, recorder, lead vocals, background vocals.
aj ramage - additional acoustic guitar on ancient form of theater; grand piano on happiest song ever written.
matan ashkenazy - harmonium , tambourine on love; accordion on everything is everything; additional background singing on i knew; wurlitzer and additional recorder on ancient form of theater.
hilla epstein - cello.
galia hai - viola.
chen shenhar - first violin.
avner kelmer - second violin.
sefi zisling - trumpet.
shlomi alon - sax & flute.
yair slutzki - trombone.
erez tal - arranging, conducting and producing all the strings & brass parts.
produced by gilbert hamilton and matan ashkenazy.
recorded and mixed by matan ashkenazy at ozen muzikalit studio, kibbutz maabarot, israel.
mastered by mike marsh at the exchange mastering studios, london.

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